tuesdaypatrol |
my name is: TriSarahTops, Topsy, Square-uh, and also Sarah, if i feel like being boring. im on tumblr sometimes. you can read it if you like. oh yeah, im also on youtube. |
why do some people know how to live their lives normally and some people dont? like why can some people just magically be able to get through the day when i cant? why is it that i start crying for no reason while im making dinner or watching crappy mtv shows? why do i need to take breaks throughout my day to collect myself and hold my heart together when everybody else can just carry on having their conversations and living their lives? why is every little thing i do a battle between myself and something else, something that wants me to drop it all and go find a way to do something detrimental? why do i feel a constant need to escape my life if my life is completely okay and normal and not screwed up? why does the monotony of my affluent family life kill me inside? i just dont understand why everybody else knows how to be ok and i missed the memo.
